Online School… Was it a major mistake?!


This year has been such a crazy year for me because I have moved to online school umm… well that’s about all that has changed I wish more had changed but I couldn’t stick to my new year resolution for more than 2 days. In this blog I am going to be writing about online school and why I changed because it isn’t something you hear about every day and I thought some of you may be interested.

I moved to online school after being bullied relentlessly at my old school by two specific people. I am going to be a whole separate blog post about that situation but that is the main reason I left. Also, school gave me a lot of anxiety and I never have been able to figure out exactly why because I had felt like this for years and towards the end of it I was taking more days off than I actually was at school so my mum and I wanted to start doing some research on whether I should leave and if I was to what would I do.

I definitely contemplated dropping out of school altogether but after a while I decided against that as I would be going into grade 11 and only having two years left of school. Another reason for not dropping out is that I wanted the option of going to university just in case I wanted to go. I never thought moving to another ‘typical’ school was a good idea for me because I didn’t want the same stuff that happened at the first school to happen at the new school.

After much research we have an online school which sounded great, so I decided to enrol, and I am not normally someone to just take a risk and do something like that but I knew that I didn’t want to go through another two years at my old school. Moving to online school was probably one of the best decisions I have ever made because I have grown as a person and matured as well as actually listening in classes making my grades go up.

If you are thinking of online school, I would definitely encourage it because though it will be hard at first to have the motivation after a little while you will get into a groove of things just like being at a normal school.

I am going to finish talking about online school here for today, but I will be doing other blog posts in the future regarding it and if you have any suggestions for future blog posts whether it being about online school or not please let me know in the comments.

Love xoxo,

Emily Jazz


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Where have I been?


I am so excited to be blogging once again. If you are new to this blog, then you probably don’t know why this is titles ‘where have i been’ but I used to have a blog called Emilyknowsmakeup and I deleted all the blogs off it and basically fell of the radar completely so sorry about that everyone who enjoyed reading my blogs.

I have been thinking about when I would be coming back and today is the day but before I get into what this blog will be about (because there is going to be a change from my last blog) I wanted to talk about why I left and how I am feeling now. I loved blogging so much it was an escape for me, and I could totally and utterly be me but going to the school I was going to meant that doing what I loved was something that people bullied me for…

I was bullied a lot and I never really told anyone because I was so embarrassed but after leaving that school because it was absolutely toxic, I am feeling much more confident and happier. If you are being bullied for blogging, doing YouTube or anything that you love doing just remember they are probably jealous that you have the guts to put yourself onto the internet and be who you truly are.

I believe that to beat the bullies you have to fight their mean with kindness now this may not make sense but hear me out. Bullies want the attention, they want the reaction from you so by being mean back to them they are going to keep on bulling you but if you are nice to them and just try and let it roll of your back, hopefully they will leave you alone. I tried this and it worked for me and many of my other friends going through a similar situation to me tried it and it worked which is why I wanted to share it with all of you.

If you are ever being bullied, please talk to someone because that is the biggest mistake that I made was keeping it all bottled up inside me. You may not feel comfortable with talking about with family or friends and if that’s so my Instagram Dm’s are always open to have a chat.

I am so happy to be back, and I will be back for good this time. I am changing up my blog a little bit this time around instead of only focusing on makeup I am also going to be introducing fashion, weight loss, issues I am facing and maybe you are facing also and much more. I am very excited for this next chapter and I hope you come along for the journey.

Love xoxo,

Emily Jazz


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